Now I feel he's ignoring me. One day he wants to talk, the next he wants nothing to do with me. What next? I keep trudging along. Doing what I've learned.
I created a CD with some "Snow" songs for him. He would make up his own words to the tunes of "Frosty the Snowman" but change them by adding "skiing" to the lyrics. I resisted adding anything about "love" in the songs. I was so tempted though. The CD was mailed off today, he should receive it tomorrow. But as I have found out, he doesn't pick up his mail every day.
I have had two men tell me, just today, that there are many men out there who would want to trade places with my husband. That they would never have treated me the way he has. They were also complimentary, telling me that I'm "hot". Don't know if they really meant that, or if they were just looking to score something else from me.
The thing is, I don't want anyone else, at least not right now. My heart is still with someone else. Even though I don't know who he's given his heart to lately. Or if he even has one? Was it just a game? Did he really mean the things he said to me that endeared me to him?
Why does love have to be so painful?
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